Sometimes life happens when you are not looking

Sometimes life happens when you are not looking.

He walked in. We hugged, I was glad to see him.

I was worried while he was away.

I had no right to worry.

There was nothing between us.

Then we chatted, I thought about him while he was away. Not sure if he thought of me.

Then we talked it was hard to leave.

He came to the baseball game today.

We chatted, we connected.

I think we made plans.

And the rest is left to be figured out.

I feel like my life changed before my eyes. I was not expecting this. I was hurting.

What is next?