Thursday, September 4, 2008

I am devastated

I am devastated. The whole thing is a lie.

It feels like it is all a lie.

I am hurt.

I am not allowed to hurt, it is not about me. I have to be supportive. I have to, but what if I can't?

Lord help. I need you to come to my rescue. There is no one to turn to.

Please be my rock, my solid ground. Please show me your purpose. From the pit I cry out, against you and only you I have sinned, I have done evil in your sight. Cast me not from your presents but renew my spirit. Even the young sumble and fall, but those who hope in the Lord, he will renew thier strength.

I need strength.

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